Analysis of Tell-Tale Heart.

The short story, Tell-Tale Heart, tells of a man's difficulty to cope with his housemate's eye. This drives him insane and later prompts him to kill the old man and hide him beneath the floor boards. When the police come by the house to investigate the noise, they do not suspect a thing. The narrator successfully got away with murder. So we thought. The man began to hear a loud beating sound. A sound he believed was the old man's heart. Unexpectedly, the man opens the floor boards exposing the body.
And the analysis begins... The narrator can easily be marked as an unreliable source. Everything he says can not be assumed true. He claims that he is nervous and oversensitive but not mad from the beginning of the story. The series of events following this claim show otherwise. The character's state of mind seems quite psychotic and the narration of the story seems to resemble dream logic instead of the logic of any normal person. Since this guy seems to be lying about his emotion stability, he could be lying about the entire story. He could be exaggerating the "evilness" of the old man's eye. Every word he says could be false... The analysis continues. After the narrator murders the poor old man, the police come to the home. Once they are convinced that nothing is wrong, they stay at the narrator's house and chat. This drives the man insane. He believes the policemen know about his act of murder and have caught him. All of this is clearly in his mind. The narrator has confused his mental emotions for physical emotions. Unfortunately, this misinterpretation led him to his confession.

LIGHTS [a short story.]



Boom. A rocket shoots into the air. The hyper pigmented colors filled the sky. Red and orange reflected on the audience’s faces. Pitch-black. Darkness. The room is small, airless, and claustrophobic. Everyone has gone to rest. For a moment, the house is silent. Boom. The rays of color shine through the young girl’s window. The banging continues. She rises from her sunken sheets. The night is still young. Again the house is silent. The young girl proceeds to close her large brown eyes. The insomnia kicks in. Sounds of the bathroom faucet traveled through her ear canal. The screeching of the backdoor increased in pitch. The ringing she could not stand. Wide awake she lay, asleep she may never fall. Boom. The red light shines through her window. Yet, the dark shadows appear. Frightened, she covers her head with the comforter. Her sea of protection. A sudden roaring outside her window grew louder. A wave of music and laughter replaced the pretentious creatures. Again she rises from her bearing cocoon. She opens her large bedroom door and stares down the dimly lit hallway. She flips the first switch against the wall. The light bulb flickers on. She quietly tiptoes down and stands in front of the third door on the right. Lightly, she taps on the chipped mahogany door. No answer. She increases her tap to a stead knock. Still no answer. With all her force, she bangs the chipped door with her small fist.
Instantly, the door swings open.
“What!” her older sister screams.
“I want to see the lights,” the young girl responds.
“Grab your jacket, it’s chilly out there.”



The chandelier’s crystals reflect the light in the middle of the spacious white living room. There is not a speck of dust on the marble floor. Sounds of strings and woodwinds penetrate through each luxurious room. All is calm. The family is in preparation for an occasional interaction with others. Commonly, the family is alone with only each other for company. They don’t mind.
The daughter sits patiently at her vanity. Her reflection staring back at her. Her mother stands behind her and runs her long fingers through her fine black hair. She grabs the wooden brush and runs it from the scalp to the ends. Not missing a strand. Perfection. The son sits alone on the freshly waxed floors of his bedroom. The room is cold. Lights low. He walks over to his aged toy trunk at his bedside. The large trunk is dusty from years of neglect. He cracks the trunk open and small specks of dust float in the light air. He sticks his head in and pulls out a model red fire truck. The truck has a few dents, chipped paint, and missing a wheel on its front left side. The young boy’s perfection. The father calls out to his family. In a single file line, the pale family of four trailed across the shinning marble out the delicate glass front door. The cold from the boy’s room migrated throughout the home. The home is empty and lifeless.
Darkness. The blanket above their heads is a sea of blue clarity. There are only two single stars. The summer breeze passes through the daughter’s hair. Brushing gently against her forehead. Shadows of willow trees and rustic lap posts trace the path to the park. The son lingers behind the rest admiring the cracked details of the narrow sidewalk. The neighborhood surrounding them is still and quiet. In the distance, a lit area emerges from the twilight. The lights glare at the son's emerald eyes. He squints. The family draws closer to the park. Sound disturbs the innocence of night. Laughter and music increase in volume. The iron fencing separates the welcome from the unwelcome. The four walk along the damp grass. The water seeping between their toes. The park is crowded. Noise. Noise. Screaming. Yelling. Old men shouting. Young women drinking. The mother searches for a spot on the ground away from the others. She wants her family to be left alone.  A lightly lit grassless area at the far end of the park catches the father’s attention. The spot is secluded. No one is around. The family can be alone. No one will harass them. There will be no need for distress. A wide hand-stitched blanket is placed on the bare ground. The four lay upon it.
A group of small shadows appear in front of the two children. The shadows are identified as children with sparklers in hand. Fire glittering in the air. Children their age. Children never come near them. They are always left alone.
“Hey, would you guys like to play with us?” the children ask.
Of course they do. The son and daughter look at their mother for an answer. Pleading in their eyes.
“Absolutely not,” the mother says firmly.
The son and daughter do not retort. Mother’s words are final. And they both understood that.
The family is left alone.  

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Boom. The blank canvas sky is painted by gold flares. The sounds of the near festival penetrate the front door. The home is humid. The temperature preserved by the summer rays.  The middle aged man stumbles down the carpeted stairs. Juice stains on every step. The Crayola Picasso scribbles along the green walls bring back memories of being under the influence.  Drink in hand, he slips on the tattered linoleum floor. He is on his knees. He is a failure. She enters in through the front door. His girl. The aged difference is quite substantial. She, a freshman undergraduate and he, a retired veteran. His eyes blood-shot. Bang. She slams the door and rushes to get the sad middle aged man off his knees.  
“There’s a Fourth of July festival you know,” she reminds him of their predetermined plans.
“Yeah, you ready?”
The two take the short cut. Through the cobblestone ally. An abundance of grey and burnished red beneath their feet. The unleveled ground would lead them to the lights. Darkness lied behind every corner. Silence. Only the insects beside their flip flops accompany them. The middle aged man is already gone. Stumbling on each brick, he slows the pair down. The girl holds him steady assuring security. His head spins. He pauses and stares at the light ahead. Boom. Boom. Boom. The glistening arms of the sparks stretch across the navy. A roar rattles in his brain. They’re calling him. They want him. He jets. Runs towards the lights. The rays beaming at his bare eye sockets.  The noise gets louder. He is the center of attention. In the middle of the festival, he stands. Out of control. The noise gets louder. He screams. Louder. Louder. He crashes. On the floor. Lost. Scared. Innocent. She calls for him. His girl calls for him, but he is no where to be found. He finds his hands and lifts his weak body off the ground. He sways from side to side. Tripping on his feet below. The park is crowded. Crowded. The sea of color overwhelms him. He searches for another drink. Or even a cigarette. He needs to calm down. She calls for him. She calls for him. He’s no where to be found. 





{btdubbs...it's not finished..yet}

Can you read my mind? [Probably not.]

The Killers' song "Read My Mind," released on their second studio album Sam's Town, has a meaning beneath the lyrics. The song starts with the narrator "on the corner of main street." Main street can be interpreted as the "fork" of his relationship with a girl. Main streets usually have a lot of turns and streets running through it. The narrator is at a point in his relationship where he can decide to take a different road away from her. The song continues with "you say you wanna move on and you say I'm fallin' behind" and then says "can you read my mind?" The narrator is clearly thinking the same thing. The next verses are about how he wants to leave his town and move on. "I never really gave up on breakin' out of this two-star town. I got the green light." He sees that this is the right time to move on and finally he can take the chance. The next few lines compare the relationship with metaphors. Basically, the relationship started great, but things got sour. There is a constant list of "good" things that show the "good" of the relationship. "I don't mind, if you don't mind." The two agree that relationship should end and they are mutually fine with it. The next verse is "cause I don't shine if you don't shine," the two seem to have decided to remain friends even after the break-up. The song ends with the stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun." This means that they are both happy with the way it ended. 

Read My Mind Lyrics

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind

Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down

Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the chosen one

A southern drawl, a world unseen

A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind

Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you jump
Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again

She said
I don't mind, you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Put your back on me
Put your back on me
Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
Can you read my mind
 

Living as an Indian...on a Rez

So, In 1851, the United States Congress passed the Indian Appropriations Act which authorized the creation of Indian reservations in modern day Oklahoma. As European settlers began claiming territories and natural resources, relations between the Natives and settlers became worse. President Ulysses S. Grant passed a "Peace Policy" that would possibly put an end to the conflict between the two groups. The peace policy included relocating various tribes from their ancestral homes to lands the government chose for them. Unfortunately, it was common for the land issued to the tribes to be unsuitable for agriculture useless for economic development..
The Indian reservations are the home of a certain tribe. The reservation is built up by members of the tribe. This including their schools, homes, churches and meeting places, all of which were built by individuals within the community. On the reservation, the Indians maintain their own government and form their own code of law. The government also has to create their own educational system, public services, and police force
Some of the Indian reservations suffer from widespread unemployment and poverty.  In some cases, this has fostered alcoholism, drug abuse, depression and domestic violence. Other reservations are blessed with natural resources or economic advantages that provide sufficient jobs and good incomes for their tribal members.  On those reservations, the residents are able to afford a comfortable life with fewer social problems.

Propangda 2011? [are they lying to us?!?!]

Propaganda [prop-uh-gan-duh] noun:information, ideas, or rumors deliberately spread widely to help or harm a person, group, movement, institution, nation, etc.
Examples of such propaganda were clearly exhibited in President Barack Obama's State of the Union Address presented on January 25.  Obama used the word "invest" multiple times within his speech. Each time, he was listing out more and more things that the government (which isn't having the best time financially right now) should spend money on. Obama replaced "spend" with "invest" simply to deceive the viewers and audience into believing that what ever the money is being used for is not a waste and for the most part, will turn out to be a beneficial investment. You see? Obama states "...and in a few weeks, I will be sending a budget to Congress that helps us meet that goal.  We’ll invest in biomedical research, information technology, and especially clean energy technology...an investment that will strengthen our security, protect our planet, and create countless new jobs for our people." Obama continues to say that "Countries in Europe and Russia invest more in their roads and railways than we do.  China is building faster trains and newer airports.  Meanwhile, when our own engineers graded our nation’s infrastructure, they gave us a 'D'...We’ll put more Americans to work repairing crumbling roads and bridges.  We’ll make sure this is fully paid for, attract private investment, and pick projects based [on] what’s best for the economy, not politicians" IS this all completely necessary? Obama gives the impression that our country has a gazillion dollars laying around to "invest" and people probably believe it too. I personally have nothing against Barack Obama. I was just told to find an example of propaganda, right?

We got the beat to move yo feet [...Beat Street!]

Alright, so in class for the past week we have been watching Beat Street. There are probably about 5 minutes left in the movie, but I expect that we are not going to go back to it. The movie covers the dancing styles of the train painting delinquents in New York. The movie reminds me of a lower budget version of the Step Up movies. They seem to have a same concept, but obviously the Step Up movies are much better. I do not mean to be "hating" on this movie but... honestly many of the dance scenes tend to drag on and on. When you think they are over, a kid turns around and does another flip for another 20 minutes. I make the movie sounds way worse than it is. It honestly was not that bad... really. I am not going to lie, the break dancing was pretty intense and the music decent. Oh and the head spinning was...wow.

All I wanted was some attention!!!1!1! [Craving some?]

Imagine a universe that is completely opposite from the one you are currently living in. In this universe, you are the absolute center. Everywhere you go, all cater to you and pay nothing but attention. You never have to worry about being ignored or feeling invisible. Everyone has their eyes on you. Sounds great huh? Most could only dream of this. But, this could only be a dream. Since, obviously it can't be possible to be recognized by everyone.To have everyone on the planet listening to you,or at least care to listen to you. To have everyone just give you some attention.
In chapter 1 of Black Boy, Richard finds himself unconsciously acting out. There is an instance were he goes to school for the first time and learns various "four-letter words." he doesn't quite comprehend what the words mean, but he still joyfully skips around the neighborhood still stopping to write them on every window. This kid clearly wanted attention. I know there were times especially when I was younger were I would learn things, and obnoxiously repeat them (or when it came to learning my ABC's, recite them) just so I could be congratulated and told how smart I am.
Earlier on in the Chapter, there was the fire incident. Richard just wanted to see some curtains burn right? Could this be a cry for attention? It could...it could. Richard might seem like the typical attention-craving youngster. However, this may have just been an accident. Richard may not have even had the intention of burning anything...but the curtains. He may have just wanted to see some fire. The incident does not have to be automatically connected to him being deprived of attention.
I know I for one like burning things, and I of course could careless if anyone is watching or giving me attention.

Walden. [a response]

"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life"
Thoreau experimentally spent two years at Walden Pond without the accompaniment of others. He was for the most part completely alone and was able to free himself from society. However, he was not far away from civilization and would occasionally talk to others. Thoreau's Walden is basically the written explanation for why exactly he went to the pond and what he did there. In the wilderness, Thoreau is able to focus on his surroundings and nature. He notices things most would be too distracted to notice and embraces it.

"The surface of the earth is soft and impressible by the feet of men; and so with the paths which the mind travels (p.219)" To me, this quote basically means that individuals follow the same "paths" as the others before them. That in society, the usual is to do as others have or that others want you to. Thoreau obviously found the need to separate himself from society and choose what "path" he wanted to take on his own without the influence of others.

Thoreau's attempt to isolate himself from the world is admirable. For some reason every time I read a book or watch a movie about someone isolating themselves, it makes me want to do the same. Honestly, I wouldn't mind spending a few years in an unmarked forest by myself. The serene solitude would be nice, but eventually I would get tired of it.

King Still King??

Ah, so if you are an individual living in the United States, you should know that all things will take a pause Monday next week. Why you ask? Simple, it's Martin Luther King Jr's Birthday. Actually, his birthday is technically on January 15, but is observed on Monday. For as long as I can remember, I have always gotten the 3rd Monday of January off. I recall back in kindergarten reading books about MLK and coloring him with Crayola crayons the Friday before the break. But, obviously at that time I just liked coloring and did not really understand the concept of Martin Luther King. As I grew older and the tradition continued, I slowly learned more and more about the civil rights activist. Honestly, since graduating Elementary school, I haven't done anything for Martin Luther King Day. It has gradually become just another day off. I like 3 day weekends and this day makes me happy. I take it and use it for myself and not exactly to celebrate the civil rights activist that is Martin Luther King Jr. I know I am not the only one. Don't get me wrong, what he did was great and all but, is it possible that we could have achieved the racial tolerance we have today without Martin Luther King? Is it necessary to have a day to celebrate someone just because he unwillingly died for the cause? Martin Luther was assassinated by someone who didn't exactly agree with him. It wasn't as if he was protesting or marching around doing something illegal and then shot by a police officer. Martin Luther King was great. But to this day, he just seems overrated. Again don't get me wrong. He did something great. But, honestly it's not like there's a Rosa Parks day. Judy Shepard Day (Gay Rights activist). Elizabeth Cady Stanton Day (women's suffrage/voting rights leader). The list can go on forever. But, why? Why don't we get a day off everyday for those who have made a difference. Simple. We have to go to school. 

We are ugly, but We are here. [a response]

How are we today, Sister?
I am ugly, but I am here.


These words  soon became an adopted greeting exchanged between oppressed Haitian women as basically a code for hope.
Danticat recalls her experience being born under Haiti's dictatorial Duvalier regime and later her immigration to the United States when she was four.
"I know women who, when the soldier came to their homes in Haiti, would tell their daughters to lie still and play dead. I once et a women whose sister was shot in her pregnant stomach because she was wearing a t-shirt with an 'anti-military image'. I know a mother who was arrested and beaten for working with a pro-democracy group. Her body remains laced with scars where the soldiers put out their cigarettes on her flesh." This is insane. I can't even fathom to understand going through this. Tragedy is never good, but for some reason "the man" can chose what is important and what is not. While things like this, fly under the radar, unnoticed. On the news, I have never heard anything about Haiti... not until the Earthquake sometime last year, but Danticat wrote this in 1996.  Obviously, there are somethings more important than those segments on "New dog foods" and "Gas prices rise." Some things need to be said but are never heard. And if they are heard....they need a larger audience. I'm not trying to say that if they broadcasts more segments on Haiti, it would go 180 and become perfect. But, it's worth a try.

Music Review??

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Alright guys, so I'm supposed to review some music for ya. While I did spend almost forever debating what exactly to review. I did finally make up my mind.
The Fray.
Let's start with some background:
The Fray is an American rock band from Denver, Colorado. Formed in 2002 by schoolmates Isaac Slade and Joe King, they achieved mainstream success with the release of their debut album, How to Save a Life in 2005, which was certified double platinum by the RIAA and platinum in Australia, Canada, New Zealand and the UK. The Fray achieved national success with their first single, "Over My Head (Cable Car)", which became a top ten hit in the United States. The release of their second single, "How to Save a Life", brought the band worldwide fame. The song charted in the top three of the Billboard Hot 100 and was a top 5 single in Australia, Canada, Ireland, Italy, Spain, Sweden, and the United Kingdom.

"The Fray":
The group's second self-titled album, released in 2009, debuted at number-one on the Billboard charts and was certified gold in the United States, Australia and Canada. It was also nominated for a Grammy Award for Best Pop Vocal Album in 2010.The Fray was ranked #84 on Billboard's "Artists of the Decade" list.
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Every song in the album has passion and finds a way to tug at your heart. Isaac Slade's vocals are gripping, and draw the listener into each lyric. Slade has so much emotion clearly exhibited in his songwriting and piano ballads. Ah, he's pretty much the only reason why I love the Fray. 

"The Fray" Album Track Listing
1. “Syndicate” – 3:31
2. “Absolute” – 3:47
3. “You Found Me” – 4:04
4. “Say When” – 5:02
5. “Never Say Never” – 4:16
6. “Where the Story Ends” – 3:57
7. “Enough For Now” – 4:14
8. “Ungodly Hour” – 5:04
9. “We Build Then We Break” – 3:48
10. “Happiness” – 5:22
Standard Edition iTunes Bonus Track
11. “Fair Fight”
Deluxe Edition iTunes Bonus Tracks
11. “Where The Story Ends” (Piano Version)
12. “Absolute” (Acoustic Version)
13. “You Found Me” (Acoustic Version)
14. “Fair Fight”
15. “Uncertainty”
16. “You Found Me” (Video)
17. “You Found Me” (Making the Video)
18. “Making The Album”(Video)

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Jay and Nick (Best Friends?)

Jay and Nick. Nick and Jay. These two have become the most profound characters in the book so far, and their relationship,the center of the story. The two met rather unusually at one of Gatsby's elaborate parties. First, they causally talked. Then, Nick said something about not meeting the host (Gatsby) yet. That must have been awkward since Gatsby was right in front of him. I'm pretty sure this same exact thing has happened to me before. I mean it's not possible to know everyone right? Unless you're like a directory or Yellow Pages or something. Anyway, back to Jay and Nick. Nick and Jay. The two quickly bonded and had much in common. They were apparently in the same division in the military and are now next-door neighbors. What' s better than a friend next door? Nothing right? Well, on the surface Gatsby and Nick may seem like the best of friends. But, what exactly were Jay's motives for the friendship? Well, good question. Later on in Chapter 4, it is reveled by Jordan that Gatsby is using Nick to get close to his cousin, Daisy. Daisy just so happens to live down the lake from Gatsby. Is that creepy or what?
Jay's relationship with Nick could be serious. Jay could possibly want to have a genuine friend for a change. However, using Nick to get to Daisy does not sound like a start to a good friendship. If Jay wants Daisy so badly he should just go get her himself. He should not use the innocent Nick as a pawn. He is human too.
Whether Jay Gatsby is truly just using poor Nick or wants to achieve an authentic friendship, we have to read to find out.

WINTER POEM! [snowflake battle?]



You, Me, We and The Tree

Reds and Golds, not long ago
And only once a nip of frost.
Now a land dressed in snow
All our autumn innocence lost.

Willow trees, bare and lonesome
Fanning their branches endlessly.
Dreaming grass, a dancer
Sways with admirable flairs.


Cold days, foggy nights,
The flutist always plays his instrument.
Gloomy sky, a sea of turquoise gems,
Unfolds her arms to embrace the snowflakes.


Hollies and mistletoes, afloat,
Weightless in the cold air,
Berries and pine cones,
Scattered on the tarnished ground.


It wore a coat of snow
Upon its many arms.
The twinkling light of night
Reflected back its charms.


And as we felt the cold,
At once, the tree and me
Did lift our frigid wings
As winter set us free.

The Trick of Writing? [you want tips??...I give you tips]


Personally, I believe a "good writer" should be able to write decently in any situation. In any situation. That including like sitting on the ground outside, Indian style, in the snow, with only a pencil and paper. I don't exactly understand what I'm writing. So, I will continue this in some other direction. 

I have taken the liberty of compiling a list of two"helpful" tips...for the ones with an ambition to  become a famous writer or [insert writing involved job here]. Here it is:

First, and probably the most important tip...with technology these days, there is no need for editing your words. Honestly, thinking while you write or type just is an overall better way to go. Also, doing so is much more "creative" and for the most part unconscious. The words will seem more descriptive and will easily paint a picture for the reader because it is coming straight from your mind. You know what I mean?

Second, and probably a lot more important than the first...read your words out loud. If you can not read your own writing, then obviously no one else will be able to either. If the sentences don't sound right or seem lengthy, correct it. 

There you are. Some tips to perfect your future writings. Obviously, I'm no bestselling author but, I am a high school student... that's got to count for something right?

Thankful for a Classmate?

So, as you may know (if you live in America), today is Thanksgiving. On Thanksgiving Day, you basically list out everything you're thankful for because you are asked that particular question at least 100 times. "What are you thankful for?" Well, it just so happens, that for this class I was again asked this question. However, there was a twist to this question. It was turned into who exactly are you thankful for? But, it didn't stop there. The madness continued. Who in this class, are you thankful for? Honestly, I don't think that's a fair question. I think if I were to praise and and just list out all of the great things about one person....well, others would be left out. So, I don't think I want to chose. But in all seriousness, if I completely had to....chose. I'm talkin' really had to chose....one person. Just one. That I am thankful for. One. Not two. If you can count, it wouldn't be three. Could be fou....wait no just one. That specific individual would have to be....you know..that one...with the face...next to that girl...behind that guy...that sits kinda dia...gonal or maybe horizontal from that one guy. Sort of on the side of that person...almost approximately two sits in front (or maybe behind). That could be anyone right? Honestly, I am thankful for everyone in this class. Every single person. Because seriously, I learn more from you guys than from Mr. McCarthy. aha just kidding (maybe...)

I am a Plow? (human or machine?)

So, I went to google, typed "I am a Plow" in the search bar and clicked enter. The results varied from ATV Plows to Snow Plows to Farmer Brown's Plow Shop. I am not exactly sure what a legit plow is. Aren't they machines that push stuff around? Like snow? According to Dictionary.com, a plow (plou) n. is a farm implement consisting of a heavy blade at the end of a beam, usually hitched to a draft team or motor vehicle and used for breaking up soil and cutting furrows in preparation for sowing. Oh, and it also can be used as verb meaning to break and turn up earth with a plow and to undertake (a task, for example) with eagerness and vigor.Well if I were to compare myself to a plow, my actions really wouldn't resemble those of a Plow. Since I'm not controlled by a farm worker and used to move dirt. But, that's all on the surface. Obviously, I'm not a plow... I'm a human. Metaphorically, I could be a "plow". In the sense that a plow, pushes things around and and gets rid of whatever is in the way. But, I wouldn't say that I am a plow. I'm not a bully. Which a plow kinda is. If a plow were a human, which it is not. A plow takes out whatever is in its path and destroys it. I defiantly do not. Therefore, I am not a plow.
Well, I will start off by stating some facts. This class is my most entertaining and interesting class. Unlike World Studies, I tend not to sleep in it. Even though it is really early in the morning (2nd period). Last, this class does not need any form of improvement. I know a majority of that could have been considered simply opinion, but seriously I don't really think I would have any opposing opinions. So they must be facts. duh. Anyway, if I was forced at gun point to make a suggestion, I would have to say that maybe adding more frequent visits to the tech lab for class, or maybe even going outside a few times....would be great.  I'm sick of looking at the back of Anna's head and that chalkboard...and sitting in those uncomfortable metal chairs. So, yeah best class ever. The end.
Today, there has been an instant wide spread of conformity. Conformity can be easily defined as the process by which an individual's attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors are influenced by what is conceived to be what other people might perceive (as defined by dictionary.com). So, in many words that is basically saying that conformity is when people change their ideas, their morals, or even themselves because of other people. Obviously you're probably reading this right now thinking...what is this girl talking about? How is this possibly slavery? Slavery is when someone is forced into labor. Sorry to say it but you are incorrect. Slavery maybe when someone is forced into labor etc. but seriously, I do consider conformity slavery. A slave to society. 
Conformist tend not to think themselves. They are controlled by acts of others and they are very much like puppets being controlled by their masters. Of course, conformity is a choice in some cases. Sometimes people just want to fit in. So they change themselves. But other times you don't have a choice? I mean sometimes...you are forced to change yourself, and dismiss your own believes because being yourself could be dangerous? I'm not exactly sure what I'm getting at. But, anyway I'm just saying that those conformists are slaves in their own way. In a milder form that is. Do slaves always have to be forced into slavery? 

      Alright, so I wanted to start of by saying that there is a distinct difference between the Pilgrims and the Puritans. Even though many use the two interchangeably, the two are not synonyms for each other. Both the Pilgrims and the Puritans disagreed with many things about the Church of England and both groups settled in large numbers in what is now Massachusetts. The Pilgrims were separatists who believed that the Church of England could not be reformed. Separatist groups were illegal in England, so the Pilgrims fled to America and settled in Plymouth. The Puritans however, were non-separatists who wished to adopt reforms to purify the Church of England. They received a right to settle in the Massachusetts Bay area from the King of England.
      Now that we have that out the way, I shall move onto the more interesting things. The Puritans were obviously not actually as the Hollywood movies portray them to be. For many, the word "Puritan" provokes ideas of constant bible reading, no fun and dull colors. This is simply because that's what's depicted in the history books. While on the contrary,  Not all Puritans wore only black-and-white with hats as tall as Abe's and flooding pants. Many painted their homes in multicolor, not only brown. In addition to this, many wore colorful clothing, drank alcohol in moderation, and even dated. The Puritans also danced and enjoyed life all together. They were human-beings not just zombie Jesus-Followers. But, God was the center of their Universe and they were completely obsessed with not wasting a second and in some cases, outlawed Holidays (even Christmas) because they saw them as a waste of time. 
      The Puritans were behind many witch trials, scares and hunts. The most famous of those occurred in Salem, Mass. Over the period of 10 months, 165 people were accused of being a witch in Salem. Also, in that same 10 month period, 150 people were put in prison. 19 young women were hanged in Salem accused of being a witch. One man refused to admit he was a witch and was crushed to death with stones as the authorities tried to get a confession. It is a common belief that witches were burned in Salem after being convicted, while actually they were only hung until dead. 
      300 years after these  horrid events, the Governor of Massachusetts, Jane Swift, issued a proclamation that stated that those who were accused of committing "witch craft" or any wrong doing to others were innocent. This proclamation was issued on October 31, 1992. Today, there is a theory that identifies the cause of Salem's hysteria to be Ergot or Fungus Poisoning. While imagination also played a large role in the trials. Many falsely accused others out of greed and vengeance. Thus resulting in unjust convictions.
      After the 17 century, the Puritans' attitudes and ethics continued to develop an influence on American society. They made a virtue of qualities that made for economic success and also influenced modern social and economic life. Qualities included: self-reliance, frugality, industry, and energy. Their concern for education was important in the development of the United States, and the idea of congregational democratic church government was carried into the political life of the state as a source of modern democracy.
American [uh-mer-i-kuhn]-noun, as defined by Dictionary.com, is simply a citizen of the United States of America. 

However, there is truly much more to being an American then just being a citizen. An American can get through so much to obtain the honor of holding such a title. An American can have a background and culture so unlike another. An American can be different and still fit in. Being an American is for the most part something to be proud of. If there is nothing in your life you feel you have accomplished, you can cross "become an American" off your list. That is, if you are an American? To me, an American is not an adjective or noun. It is not a word placed to separate the people in the United States from those in Africa, Asia or even Europe. An American is defined by those who are American. To understand the complete concept of being an American, you must become one yourself? How is that possible if you do not know what an American is? It's not that complicated. Being an American is almost a state of being. It can not be completely verified by "papers" or forms with signatures.    
From my own experiences, I did not come to America in a boat. I did not walk across the border with bare feet or illegally "jump" gates to California. No, I took the easy way. Through my mama's tummy. The day I was born, I came to America fair and square without the hassle of sneaking in. I automatically became a citizen and had my entitlement to become an American. But was I really an American? At that moment as an infant, I definitely knew less about being an American than those who actually had to smuggle themselves across the borders. But I was actually born here and with that became an "American." Obviously there is something wrong here. 
According to official documents, I am an American. With this, I have been granted the freedom of life, liberty and pursuit of happiness, but to me I think I have not been given this fairly. I'm not exactly sure if I am American. I haven't done anything noble like join the Military or run for President. I don't really know what it means to be an American. Thus, I am not exactly 100 percent sure I actually am one. I celebrate the fourth of July every year with barbecues and fireworks, but what does that really mean? I'm not a be fan of McDonald's. But on the other hand, Hamburgers are pretty delicious. Can I still be an American?